سوقية (كاملة)

Quote: When the eyes see or the lips touch that skin on the surface of the milk […] I experience a gagging sensation and still further down, spasms in the stomach, the belly […]. Along with sight-clouding dizziness, nausea makes me balk at that milk cream. Separates me from the mother and father who proffer it. I want none of that element, sign of their desire; “I” do not want to listen, “I” do not assimilate it, “I” expel it. But since the food is not an “other” for “me” who am only in their desire, I expel myself. I spit myself out. I abject myself within the same motion through which “I” claim to establish myself […]. It is thus that they see that “I” am in the process of becoming an other at the expense of my own death