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Quote: Your grudge and hatered towards marginalized people is a very clear indication of your turmoil and fear of being labeled as one of them. In omdurman you are considered (wahid min abeed almorada) and you know it. Working in s.arabia and wearing a full suite does not make you somebody you are not or wish to be, today if you knock any door in tradional omdurman asking for a girls hand in marriage, you will be told to go and wear your size and you know it. I can understand how agonizing this must be for you, but taking it out on poor marginalized people is wicked and an act of evil, besides, it will be of no help to you at all. You are a very sick person and a victim of a sick society. Kissing the asses of few good for nothing raceist #######s and hating the poor marginalized peiople on their behalf, who at this time need your sympathy, is a true sign of how desperate and confused you are. Try to come to terms with your self, be proud of whoever you are and what you stand for. Otherwise, you are destined to a very grim fate in which you shall always be stepping into somebody's else shoes in order to be someone you are not. Mr Alaa Younis do you still remember or not (wad al nagadia, wad ab halab, wad ab madni, abu najma...ombada ya habib). Do not try to hide it you are indirectly supporting the islamic mafia gang 'ingaz' agents, the reason being your uncertainty of your origins, that is why your heart is full of hatered. Your archive is an evident against you and it shall continue to haunt you for the rest of your miserable life. Day after day your pro ingaz attitude is proven by your lousy inputs, your refusal to boycott the smc advertisment will definitely be held against you. Don't think for one minute that this a game, you have made your position quite clear. Data is collected round the clock as a random sample for studies and other things. I know you are no longer in morada, fetaihab maybe....Try to seek professional help, in Europe they call it counseling, however in your place of the world it is the last place in the world for people like you to even utter one word about your feeling of inadequacy in your own community, no body wants to open such deep wounds. Belive me, everything I say to you I read it between your lines and all those whom you call your so freinds can read it too, however it is also a taboo subject in your sudanese community where you are now. You go out of the way and take any measures to stamd by and protect the mafia ingaz agents, not that you are one of them or benefiting in any way for your voluntary service to the enemies of our country. All the trash that you vomit online will very soon lead to your disgrace, do not think for one minute that what you are doing is, aware or unaware of it, going to doom you forever. Do not blame ordinary sudanese people for your misery by directly or indirecly standing by their worst enemy ingaz. I know it makes you feel better when you see the ingaz agents gaining grounds on the board, and that is exactly your mental illness. For people like you, although with some education, your chances of becoming a normal person is nil and therefore it may be better for you to stay away from politics, you never know what you are getting yourself into, stay with your music and football if you intend to suvive not only on the board, but rather every where. Sometimes I can't but feel sorry for you, anyone born in a society that make them feel less privileged and inadequate deserves to be pityed. However, untill you come to terms with your miserable status and not take it out on humanity at large, as I have mentioned above there is no way you can hide your hatered for some honest people whose ideas bring out the bad in you. That's why you refered to Mr Taha Jafar as "ibn al osool" your inferiority complex came out for all to see and take note. This is just one example of many, if you do not wish to lose whatever little sanity you have left, read a lot and learn about humanity and many other topics and stay away from religous books, except of course the Quran.