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Re: حكاية الطفل الساكنة جواي (Re: الطيب الشيخ)
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Do you see that very far star in the sky She used to stare at me Look there towards the east At Qibla direction and Wad Tamim tomb direction From there climb up up up with your eyes sight
That’s a well known star to me Every night after all people go to sleep Looks as if she is talking to me Sometimes laughs and smiles to me Or that I am just dreaming
She asked me: did you recognize me I sat in the middle of my bed I got down and took my father’s jug of water I washed my face from sleeping She laughs and laughs at me
I told her you look very familiar to me You look like an adorable face As if the face of my mother Before she traveled and disappeared Before she was taken to the doctor But I can’t see her face marks
Her face is more beautiful Than all the women In our area When she returns from the town, She used to bring bananas , sometimes sweets and grapes
But in her last travel She stepped and walked out , But when they returned : She was lying on a bed , coverd by her white thobe
Did I ever told you before ؟ My mother was carried on a bed They said she is going up to the heavens A lot of men rushed her out But when the bed is back It was empty ! she was not there any more
Once I asked my father He turned his face away and didn’t reply to me His answer was trears He said it’s prayers time Prepare water for ablution Let’s take our dinner and go to the farm
I was scared and never asked again So that my father will not cry again My mother traveled at mid day She was brought by that car A lot of people gathered around
Our house is full of strangers Old men and many women Some of them are young and others are elder Some of them I have seen for the first time around in our area
My friend the star cried with me She said now cover your face and go to sleep Tomorrow you have to go to school I asked her how do you get up there She didn’t reply
Once I heard my father talking to a stranger He said he knew she will not live any longer Her star in the sky had disappeared for a while
They said my mother went very far away May be you have met her over there Or may be she climped up there If you meet her ask her where were she gone
Get down and chat with me She said: No my home is very far away I looked at its place It’s to the south of four stars which makes a bed shape I don’t like Beds anymore
She told me it’s enough for tonight Go to sleep Tomorrow again I will come to you It’s time for me to disappear As the day is the time for sun But for us the stars we have to get some rest And we will appear again after sunset To give light to people
I told her I want to be up there with you She said: No I saw my mother’s bed placed there Some obese ladies lied on it Some of them are our relatives and others are not When the women left they broke the bed But it was left abandoned there , not repaired
Every night I look at the sky and stars People were sleeping Some of them were snoring and disturb others from sleeping even for a second
Every mother cares for her kids They cover them from cold So that they will not catch a cold It’s autumn time The wind was blowing from the north
I am lying alone on my bed Nobody is around me There’s no mattress on my bed Sometimes I was afraid , Sometimes I fell to sleep very early Other times I never sleep
And I carry my lifetime question with me And never find an answer to it As the sadness was my friend for along time Before even I get to school So after few years which you can count in your fingers it came again to me Before even I finished my school This time it took my father away Just one day before Eid
I heard some women talking They said she was a happy lady she died quietly and peacefully In a good day I saw tears on the eyes of some of them But others didn’t care
I heard the same talking from men on my father’s last departure day They said he passed away in a good and blessed day
Sometimes I said to myself tomorrow they will return But it had been so long since they left Maybe they were up there with the stars And maybe even further than that away
My friend the star said: Departed will not comeback again She told me not to ask many questions , how and when She said I wouldn’t understand the answers for . She promised in the future I will know everything and learn
She added: everyone will go through this journey and no two days would be the same. Everyone will depart on their exact time Even the sun and the stars one day will depart and fade away.
Remains our lord creator of all mankind and the owner of the great throne
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